I am a bit tired, I haven't had a good sleep since last night. But it's all okay, everything is okay. At least my Mama Bebing's funeral goes well. Yes it's been sad but we have to accept it, she's in another world and I guess she likes it there. She had been suffering for years because of her illnesses and at last she rest in peace now. She had been a second mother to us, a very loving, caring, understanding and the best aunt we had. We called her Mama Bebing, not just because she's my father's older sister but because she is really like a mother to us too.
For our dear Mama Bebing, Rest in Peace and we hope that you are happy now wherever you are. It's been years that we haven't see her well though she is just isolating herself to her room, because we felt afraid to show up with her because she would cry a lot. We were afraid that maybe that would cause her too much depression and self pity due to what she had been. So whenever we visited her in their house, we were just trying to sneak on her room so that we can see her face and what she'd been up to. Until the last time that she couldn't make it anymore and decided to give up.
She has been a good sister to my father too, and the best sister in-law of my mama. That is why lately, my mama couldn't dare to see her on her coffin for a last glimpse because we know that she would burst rivers of tears if she would see her. She just walked away with that awry face, trying to hide her face from crying. It's been really hurt but life must go on... Because we know that she's happy wherever she is now. Again Rest in Peace Mama Bebing we love you much and thanks for everything=)
For our dear Mama Bebing, Rest in Peace and we hope that you are happy now wherever you are. It's been years that we haven't see her well though she is just isolating herself to her room, because we felt afraid to show up with her because she would cry a lot. We were afraid that maybe that would cause her too much depression and self pity due to what she had been. So whenever we visited her in their house, we were just trying to sneak on her room so that we can see her face and what she'd been up to. Until the last time that she couldn't make it anymore and decided to give up.
She has been a good sister to my father too, and the best sister in-law of my mama. That is why lately, my mama couldn't dare to see her on her coffin for a last glimpse because we know that she would burst rivers of tears if she would see her. She just walked away with that awry face, trying to hide her face from crying. It's been really hurt but life must go on... Because we know that she's happy wherever she is now. Again Rest in Peace Mama Bebing we love you much and thanks for everything=)
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