You're Not Alone

If you feelin' down and you don't know what to do. If you're too hurt and no one to turn to, you shouldn't have to lose hope. There are a lot of people concerning much about you. Crying might be your outlet, but it would be nicer to cry to someone you can lend on. It's not yet the end of the world, until you are still breathing life must go on. Always be optimistic, remember you are not alone and everybody hurts sometimes. You must have to hold on, fight against all the trials and circumstances in life, because someday if you won't give up you will realized you became stronger and cautious that you don't want to feel the same way from the past.

For you to be more inspired it is great to watch and listen to this video. It is one of my favorite songs to listen to when I feel down. And they were one of my favorite bands as well. Enjoy!

Someday

Yesterday, it was my mama’s birthday it is supposedly a happy day but for me it turns out into a disaster. My boyfriend and I had a great talk over skype, until I decided to ask he’s Facebook account. For once it seems that he wouldn’t want to give it to me, and then I told him I would want to give my Facebook account too.

Take note, my boyfriend for me I think is the most jealous kind of man I’ve ever known. He seems like he own my life. He tried to manipulate me, the way I dress what to dress or what’s not. He would even manipulate me what places to go and where’s not. For seven years he had been like that to me. But I managed to accept it because of the love I felt to him. I am a very proud girlfriend, his name is mostly the one came out to my mouth every time we had a bonding with my friends. He keeps on telling me to wait for him since he’s a sailor boy. He told me that there is only three months to go and he will be home. Whenever I think of it I can’t help myself to giggle because of the excitement I felt.

But all of those fantasies had shattered, when I opened his Facebook account and read the messages and sent messages he had. God help! It feels like my world is vanished. I don’t know, I didn’t feel my heart beating. He still exchanging messages with his ex-girlfriend and the messages are all sweet like they were together again. God that time I felt like melting, I couldn’t describe what I feel it’s just so painful that I felt like I’m numbing. How can he do this to me? That’s what first strikes on my mind. For seven years he lied to me and it really hurts like its killing me. All my dreams about him suddenly shattered. It’s no easy to move on, but I know I can make it.

There are sayings that “once the glass is broken it would never be fixed and if it could be it would never be the same again” which I really agreed with, just like TRUST. Though we haven’t had any closures or we haven’t talk yet about what I discovered, it makes me feel scared of him, scared of trusting every word that would come out to his mouth. I don’t know if our relationship will still worked out, but one thing for sure someday if we wouldn’t be together anymore I could find the right man for me. Someone who would genuinely make me feel that I am special someone who would be proud, honest and adore me for the rest of my life. Someday I will find him and I would be happy as what I wanted for my life.

The Best Pizza I've Ever Tasted

I really had a great time with my friends last night eating pizza in bfb. The pizza we ordered named KnickerBacker was ohh so yummy! We really were very much full that I couldn't think of eating my dinner when I get home. And the beverage that they had taste fabulous! It was called "Cooler" something? I forgot it's exact name though but it really taste so good.

My friend as well ordered lasagna, full of cheese and so yummy too! Since we ordered a lot of food, we hadn't finished it all and instead we brought the leftovers at home lol! It was a funny experienced though but I like it. Anyways, here are the pictures I took in BFB last night, take a look on it.